By boyinacage

Part 10 – Solitary Confinement

The bastards left me out there all night. At some stage during the night the tail was removed and I became the casual sex tool again. At a later stage a urinal hood was placed over the weird hood I was already wearing. It seemed my fate with these guys was to drink an inordinate amount of piss. Needless to say that positioned as I was, with these random acts, I got no sleep.

At some stage during the night I had to take a leak. This was no mean feat as the sheath covering my cock had no outlet, and as the built in cock ring was quite tight, it took some concentration to empty my bladder. Most of which dribbled into the rubber ball sack with some pooling around my stomach.

In the morning I could begin to feel the warmth of the sun on my back and I was finally detached to the point where I could stand. Stiff as I was it was good to be standing. Mind you, as I stood I got that delicious feeling of sweat running down in rivulets between the rubber and my skin. The sensation is one I find slightly ticklish and slightly exhilarating for the first few seconds. It was only later that I realised it was probably the piss rather than sweat.

Today was the day we were all heading back to Sydney. New Years Eve on Sydney Harbour is one of the world’s must do activities and appears on countless bucket lists and for the Masters’ friends from Berlin it was a must do event. As this was an eight hour drive back to the city most of the guys were getting ready to go. As a farewell gesture I was taken – completely blind – to the front yard and made to kneel down and take the last loads of piss before the departing drone of motorcycles took off down the driveway.

Once these guys had left I was forced onto my hands and knees and a plug was inserted into my anal condom. Once done the urinal hood was removed, once again giving me the shadow world of the birds. I was then led to the van. I don’t know why but I had assumed that I would be making the trip back again in the sleep sack but this wasn’t to be the case. Instead there was a large metal box, about seven foot long, two feet wide and two feet high. It was full of those small pellets used for packing boxes. Indeed once I had climbed in the melded around me quite comfortably.

Once in the box my wrists were attached to fixed restraints in the side of the box. My feet were locked into slots at the end of the box and straps were wrapped across my torso, thereby preventing any movement. The guys then, as you can probably guess by now, emptied their own bladders before a moment of fear passed through me when I heard the metal lid close and locks being pushed into place. Total Isolation!

Well, not really as I discovered. The plug and the ball stretcher had been connected to a remote electro-stim device. This had been tuned to the vehicle (probably sound based) so that when the vehicle accelerated, braked or made some other change in speed they both went off. A bit of a surprise there I must say. The vehicle indicators were the worst as they set up a stimulatory pattern that made my dick start to harden and throb. Unfortunately the indicators were never on long enough to get me to a point of ejaculation. A point I desperately wanted to reach after all this time but one that was also hampered by the tight rubber confines of the sheath. Other than that the trip was uneventful although the smell of piss from that last covering was with me the whole time.

It was now over a week that I had been in servitude. All my thoughts were now concentrated on what further humiliations I would be subjected to and those I’d already been through. Very few thoughts remained around other activities such as work, family, friends and social activities. Was this usual for people in such a short space of time? I don’t know. Usually in a scene that lasted a couple of hours my thoughts would start wandering all over the place, now it was about arse, mouth, piss and electro. Not to forget to mention my desperate need to blow my load.

When we got back to their house I was released from the box. For an hour or so I was subjected to electro play. I was given orders that if I didn’t obey led to me being subjected to sharp shots of pain to my arse and/or balls. When I was rewarded I’d get a rhythmic stimulation that always brought me to the brink but never to release. After they tired of this game I gave a few blow jobs took some piss, had my hand cuffed behind my back and put into the cage. Finally, a chance to get some sleep? No. The ball stretcher was attached to the top of the cage just a wee bit short of me being able to sit on the ground. This meant that I had to keep myself elevated at least three inches higher – difficult at the best of times, the confined space preventing me from kneeling properly without my head getting in the way of the suspension ropes.

It was much later that alpha came to clean me down. Again I was taken to the concrete basement. The suit was stripped off me – I smelt like stale piss. “Aren’t you the lucky one” he said as he stripped off the suit.”The ointment in this suit is very expensive, worth it though, it’ll prevent your body hair growing for the next six months.” I was horrified, I love my body hair, not to have it would take away some of my manhood, not to mention the fact that it was sure to be remarked upon at the gym. ”My Master’s must really like you.” With that he back handed my stiff cock, painfully enough for me to bend over in shock. “Pity they won’t be needing you tonight, so you better get some sleep as you’ll be out on the harbour all day tomorrow before the fireworks.”

With that comment he zapped the electric dog collar. I’d forgotten all about it. I fell to my knees and he pushed me all the way down with his boot. He then kicked me forward with his boots to a plate of dried dog kibble. “Eat” he demanded. I tried but it was dry.”Eh, some piss to help boy?” Really, I was sick of this guy, and I went to get up to confront him but was instantly back down on my knees due to the collar. I ate the piss sodden kibble. When I finished a bit gag was wrapped around my head. Comfortable enough not to irritate, but tight enough to prevent me talking.

He then used his boot again to drive me towards one wall. Ordered to stand I thought I’d resist again only to find myself on my knees again in pain. “Up boy and open that door”. I did as I was told. Behind the door was a narrow closet with a drain in the floor. The first thing that struck me was that it smelt of stale urine. The second thing was that there were four parallel beams of wood horizontally slotted into the side walls.

After a bit more trouble I was positioned against the four planks. The ones at the base were at ankle height and when alpha slipped another in front I realised they were like stocks. My legs were spread about two feet apart. The next set was similar and set about my thighs. Another set around my stomach and another set for my wrists and neck. Each was slotted in and locked into place with bolts and padlocks. Once these were all in position a small Mr S seed pod was placed over my genitals. Back to chastity it would seem. To finish off his work he slipped a pole through a hole in the base of the closet. At the top was an oversized dildo which seemed to fit comfortably into my stretched arse. He then extended the pole so that I was fully impaled to the point of minor discomfort. However, the pushing against the prostate made my cock attempt to harden. That was painful, the bloody pod had spikes in it.

To finish things off weights were added to my nipple rings. As a last touch he used a light electro wand to zap me. No matter what I did I couldn’t avoid it and he obviously got a lot of entertainment out of it. At least my cock and balls were safe from it. Once he’d finished playing he asked me: “Do you remember your first day here? Remember the small room with the red bucket? Guess where the drain hole for that finishes, hahaha? I know you can’t look up, but its right above you.” With that he laughed and closed the door. In the pitch darkness I could hear the bolts being put into position and I somehow knew there would be padlocks. Five minutes later, obviously to prove a point, I felt the first of many golden showers.

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By Tommy Guns

Part 4

I awoke the next morning, still hog chained, and with a pounding headache that was beating rhythmically with my heart. I knew where it came from. I still had a raging hard-on, and the lack of blood flow from the head below the waist to the one on my shoulders was creating a problem for me. I had never gone this long without relieving myself, and no matter how hard I tried, I could not get the images of last night out of my head. They kept me harder than I had ever been before, and I was in dire need of release of some kind. I had never been able to just rub myself off against a mattress, and this time was no different. This was going to be a serious and growing problem.

I had been awake for what seemed like hours before I heard footsteps outside my cell. It was a single set, so I assumed it was only one of my Marines from the day before, probably returning to see if I was still ready to service them. I would have been glad to, but now I really needed to pee as well as jack off, and things down below were getting serious. To my surprise, the Marine who entered my cell was one I hadn’t seen before, but I can tell you he could have been the model for a recruiting poster. Tall, blond, blue eyes, ramrod straight, his tight fitting uniform seemed to have been airbrushed on him. He was a recruiter’s dream. He took one look at me and at the paper he was holding, and pulled out his radio and called for the Brig Commander, a grizzled Staff Sergeant who looked like he’d been passed over for promotion too many times and had the shitty attitude to match his disappointment.

The BC entered my cell, and immediately removed the tape from my mouth and pulled out the dirty briefs that I’d been sucking on all night long. Next he instructed the guard to release me from my shackles, and ordered me to stand at attention. I barked out, as best I could through my dry throat, “Sir, prisoner number 65, cell number 48, cellblock number 4, requests permission to make a head and water call Sir!” He replied, “Do it prisoner!” I immediately relieved myself of the previous day’s urine build up, and took in as much water from the attached sink as I could get with my hands, being careful not to take too much, since I didn’t know when I would be allowed to pee again. After I finished, I returned to a position of rigid attention in front of the BC, and waited for his next order. Instead, he turned to the guard and asked, “Corporal, who is this prisoner?”

The guard sputtered out something to the effect that I was not on his roster of prisoners who were supposed to be confined to the maximum security cellblock and had no idea who I was. This did not please the BC at all, and he turned to me and asked, “Just who the fuck are you, and what are you doing in my Brig?” I replied, “Sir, prisoner number 65, cell number 48, cellblock number 4, is also known as Gunnery Sergeant __________, Thomas R., Service Number ________, assigned TAD to Special Rehab Unit, Balboa Naval Hospital, and this prisoner does not know why he has been confined in the Brig Commander’s Brig Sir!” At the mention of my rank, The BC’s face became ashen, and he turned to the Corporal and instructed him to get the booking log from the previous day. The Corporal immediately left the cell and I could hear his footsteps as he hurried down the passageway to wherever the command center was. Back in the cell, the BC was clearly uncomfortable, and I got the sense that he didn’t quite know what to do next. He hesitated, but then instructed me, “The prisoner may stand at ease.”

We waited in the cell for what seemed like a long time, the silence between me and the BC becoming more uncomfortable as the minutes ticked by. At last the Corporal returned with the booking log and handed it to the BC. The BC studied it for a few minutes and then looked up at me and asked, “Has the prisoner received a charge sheet?” I replied that I hadn’t, and was rewarded with an expletive filled diatribe about what he planned on doing to the three assholes who had brought me in. I did learn, however, that I had been picked up by the Shore Patrol on Monday night for doing my best to redecorate a local bar with a few soldiers down on leave from Fort Ord. When they tried to remove me from the bar, I apparently broke the nose of one of the SPs after taking his nightstick away from him and kicking him in his nether regions. They apparently did manage to subdue me and brought me in shackles to the Brig instead of to the SP lockup in town.

As a result of my little adventure, the BC informed me, I would likely wind up being charged with assault, resisting arrest, and conduct contrary to good order and discipline. Depending on how they viewed the charges, I was looking at a long stint in Portsmouth Prison, and at least a bad conduct discharge. Because they were General Court Martial charges, I was automatically considered an escape risk to be confined in the maximum security cellblock of the brig. The assault on the SP meant that I would always be shackled whenever I was outside of my cell, and escorted wherever I went by two armed guards. Finally, the seriousness of my situation became clear, and erased all memory of the night before and the really fantastic sex I had enjoyed. The Brig Commander then instructed the Corporal to leave us, and to close the door.

The BC told me to sit on my bunk and relax. He pulled out a pack of Camels and offered me one, which I accepted gratefully. Next he asked me what the fuck had happened to me. I started to reply with the formula, but he stopped me and said, “This is just between us, so cut the formality while we’re alone, and tell me your side of the story.” I told him I didn’t really remember a whole hell of a lot until he had read me what the log book said. I had vague memories of being in the bar and minding my own business, when the Army grunts started loud talking about wanting to kick some jarhead ass. Ever the volunteer, and in a bad mood already, I offered to accommodate any of them or all of them, one at a time or all at once. One thing apparently led to another and a brawl broke out. I apparently got overly exuberant with one of the doggies, which prompted the call to the Shore Patrol. I couldn’t remember if it was just me fighting with them, or if some of my fellow patients from the Rehab Unit had joined in the fray. At the mention of the Rehab Unit, the BC asked me what I was doing at Balboa, since it didn’t look like I was either sick or injured.

I explained to the Brig Commander that after the third time I had zigged when I should have zagged, I was ordered evacuated back to the States for further treatment. Because I had been assigned to SOG, MAC-V, as a sniper for nearly three years, after I was patched up once again I was assigned to the Special Rehab Unit at Balboa along with about 40 other special operations troops from all branches of the military. It was an experimental program designed to ease us all back into normal military duty or back into civilian life. Since all of us in the unit had substantial body counts, and knew countless ways to make those counts grow, we were considered too unstable to release back to our regular units or, God forbid, back into our communities, without intensive counseling and retraining. For all of us, this was an assignment that would last no less than 18 months, and could last as long as the powers that be figured it would take to bring us back down from the semi-permanent testosterone highs we were all on. I had only been in the unit for about six months, and still had at least a year or more to go before being reassigned to a regular duty unit.

Because we had done nothing wrong, and had not been diagnosed as suffering from a chronic mental disease or defect, they could not keep us confined to the unit without allowing us some privileges. Based on our cooperation during sessions with the shrinks, we gradually earned privileges that allowed us regular liberty on weekends, provided that we went as a group and were escorted by at least one Corpsman and an MP. For all practical purposes this was, of course, a joke. There was no way that a single Corpsman, with or without the help of an MP, was going to control any one of us, never mind a group of ten or more of us. Usually, the first thing we did when we got on the bus and left the hospital grounds was disarm the MP, and take the medical bag away from the Corpsman. They were good guys for the most part, and cooperated with us. For them it was a night out on the town as well. Until my little run in with the three Army grunts, nothing serious had happened on any of these field trips. But now I was afraid that I had screwed the pooch for everyone in the unit, and had at the same time destroyed my own career.

The BC and I shot the shit a little while longer, swapping war stories and just getting a better feel for each other. When he learned that I had earned three Purple Hearts, Two Bronze Stars and one Silver Star in my nearly three tours of duty, and had a whole chest full of other geedunk medals, he seemed to have a new respect for me. He stood up to leave and said, “Gunny, let me see what I can do about this shit storm you seem to have created. Meanwhile, I would greatly appreciate it if you cooperated with the program here, and not do any damage to my Brig or my men.” I stood to attention, and barked out, “Sir, yes Sir.” He just smiled and left me standing at attention, and locked my cell behind him. I heard his footsteps echoing down the passageway, and hoped that I would meet him again under better circumstances.

Part 5

Finally, left alone in my cell, I laid down on my rack and got to thinking about the action the night before. My hard-on returned with a real vengeance, and I thought that I now had the time and opportunity to relieve myself. Alas, it was not to be. Just as I was getting into a rhythm, I heard footsteps coming down the passageway. They stopped at my door, and a key was put in the lock. I scrambled to get my cock stuffed back into my trousers, and almost made it before the cell door was thrown open. Standing in the doorway was the hot Corporal from earlier, framed in the light from the passageway overheads.

In his hands he had the leather belt and leg irons, and ordered me down on my knees facing the rear bulkhead. I said, “Sir, yes Sir,” and immediately got off the rack and hit my knees as instructed. He locked the belt in place, cuffed my wrists, and after he put the leg irons on, he ordered me to stand up and face him at attention. I struggled to my feet, turned around and stood before him. Just looking at his well toned body, deep blue eyes, and that uniform snuggly fitted to his body brought my cock to full attention again. He saw the effect he was having on me and a slight smile crept across his face. He then asked me, “I heard you’re a fudge packer. Is that true prisoner?” I replied, “Sir, yes Sir and this prisoner would be pleased to relieve the Corporal of his stress in any other way if would please the Corporal Sir!”

He looked at me, and ordered me down on my knees. Before I could hit the deck, my handsome young Corporal already had his gorgeous cock out and brought it to my lips. After a few tentative swipes with my tongue on the head of his now engorged cock, I opened wide and took every bit of it deep in my throat and began to work it. Now this youngster absolutely knew how to take advantage of a warm and willing mouth and tongue, and really got into it with me. We had a rhythm going for what seemed like half an hour or more before he was ready to shoot his load. I would not allow him to pull out, and sucked all of his cum out and down my throat. It must have been awhile since he last had sex, because he had a nice load to feed me.

Finally I let him pull his cock out, and licked the remnants of his cum off the cut head of his cock and from around the shaft. His eyes by now had become glassy, and I could tell he was really into it. I asked him, “Sir, may the prisoner relieve himself now Sir?” He just looked at me with a glassy eyed stare. Before I knew what was going to happen, he ordered me to get up and sit on my rack. I did as I was instructed, and the next thing I know, my beautiful Corporal hit his own knees in front of me. He reached out and pulled my now engorged cock from my trousers. Next he stroked it a few times, up and down in a very slow rhythm. His touch was gentle yet tentative, and it made me think he’d never done this before.

The thought that I was ‘converting’ this fine specimen of a Marine into an androphile made my cock even harder, and it was all I could do to keep from shooting my own load right then. I exercised all the control I could muster, and looked him in the eye and whispered, “Sir, if you want to suck it, go ahead Sir. It won’t bite Sir, and there’s nobody here but us Marines Sir.” He didn’t need any more urging than that.

He started first licking the head, then worked his way down the shaft to my balls, tentatively, as if he was trying to convince himself that what he was doing was okay. Finally, he opened his mouth and took as much of my cock in as he could before his gag reflex kicked in. He jerked his head up, coughed, and looked at me with some confusion in his eyes. I could tell that he needed some direction, so I whispered to him that as he felt himself starting to gag he should swallow quickly to ease the muscles in his throat.

He was a quick study in cock sucking, and pretty soon he got his own rhythm going. I couldn’t help him much, since I was still shackled and pretty much immobilized, but he really didn’t need my help. Since I hadn’t cum in so long, and this gorgeous Marine was seriously fucking with my ability to exercise any control, it wasn’t long before I needed to shoot my load. I didn’t know if he was into swallowing, so I told him I was ready to blow my load. That got him to going down even faster, and I realized that he was going to go for broke and not quit until I had shot my load down his throat.

I finally let nature take its course and let a huge load hit the back of his throat and slide on down. The taste was something he wasn’t ready for, and he jerked his head up, coughed, and tried to spit the load back out. By then it was far too late to change his mind. He was definitely a trooper about the whole thing, cleaning the head of my cock with his tongue, then eased my now flaccid cock back in my trousers and fastened the buttons. Finally, he stood up, grabbed a little water from the sink, swished it around his mouth a bit and swallowed it. He took a last look at me, turned and walked out of the cell without another word. The key turned in the lock, and I heard the echoes of his footsteps as he walked back down the passageway. I was left sitting on my rack, still shackled, but well and truly face and butt fucked, and had had my own cock sucked by a gorgeous first timer. I didn’t know if I was going to prison or not, or if my career in the Corps was about to come to an abrupt end. All I did know was that I wasn’t quite ready for this part of the adventure to end.

Part 6

A few hours after my young Corporal left, I again heard footsteps coming down the passageway. The key went in the cell door, and it was opened by the Brig Commander. I jumped to my feet and stood at attention, but he told me to sit back down again and relax. He pulled out his pack of Camels again and offered me one. I couldn’t take one since my wrists were still shackled to my waist, so he unlocked my cuffs and lit my cigarette with his Zippo. He then told me that he had made some phone calls about my case, and that he thought I might be released back into the custody of the Special Rehab Unit.

It seems that the SP, whose nose I had apparently broken, had been counseled by some of my fellow rehabbers, and had wisely decided that it was all a big misunderstanding and he did not want to pursue any charges. That effectively knocked out both the assault and resisting arrest charges. All that was left was the catchall charge of conduct contrary to good order and discipline, the one they use when they just want to fuck with you and can’t figure out how else to do it. It could still spell the end of my career, but the likelihood of a long stint in Portsmouth Prison was effectively gone.

Usually, the charge of conduct that just pisses them off is handled with Office Hours, an Article 15 non-judicial punishment proceeding, by the unit CO. Since I was attached TAD to Balboa Naval Hospital, any NJP would be administered by the Hospital CO, a Navy Captain. This was clearly a break, since my old CO would have broken me down as far as he could, more because of the stupidity I had exhibited rather than the underlying offense. Either way, there was no longer much of a reason to keep me in the Brig, and even if they did, they could no longer consider me General Court Martial bait. My custody status would be reduced. No more shackles, and no more solitary confinement. But I was sort of getting used to both, enjoying them and all the action I was getting. I was confused, not knowing if I wanted to be released from the Brig, or stay and get some more action. The decision was taken out of my hands with the arrival of one of the shrinks from the rehab unit, who was accompanied by two rather large corpsmen with a no nonsense heavy canvas straight jacket, loaded with lots of leather belts.

The three of them entered my cell, handed a release order to the BC, and told him to remove the shackles. After they were removed, the corpsmen moved in on me and tried to put the straight jacket on me. I’d been in one before, and they weren’t getting me in another one without a fight. I guess my reaction had been anticipated, because the next thing I knew I felt a sharp pinprick in my arm, and in a few seconds I dropped like a stone, and had no control over my limbs. In a haze, I remember them strapping me tightly into the straight jacket, and half carrying me out of the cell. I can’t even remember my feet touching the deck, and my next memory is of being strapped to a gurney and being rolled into the rear of an ambulance.

When I finally woke up, I was in a small padded cell, still strapped tightly into the straight jacket, leather restraints around my ankles, and leaning back into a corner of the cell. I had a vile taste in my mouth, the kind you get when you haven’t seen or used a toothbrush in a few days. I couldn’t move my legs, and it was almost impossible to take a deep breath. They had definitely tightened the straps on the straight jacket, and I couldn’t move my arms at all. Not only were they buckled behind me, but my forearms were also being held close to my body by a loop of leather in front as well. I guess they didn’t want to take any chances. Even though I couldn’t move, I could yell, and I did so at the top of my lungs. I couldn’t tell if anybody heard me, because I couldn’t hear a damn thing outside my cell. But I kept it up until I got hoarse, and my dry throat began to hurt. I finally settled down again and drifted off to sleep once more.

When I awoke again, it was to the sound of a key turning in the lock of the well-padded hatch. It swung open silently, and there in the hatchway was Lt. Cdr. Ira ___________, my draft dodging shrink from the rehab unit. He looked at me and smiled with that evil grin of his that made you think he knew exactly what was going through your mind. I didn’t like him much. He was a little too prissy for my tastes, but I did respect him. He had a way of cutting through all of the bullshit we threw his way, and I never saw him surprised or confused about anything that he heard from me or any of the other Special Ops guys under his care. The only time I ever saw him hesitate, or seem unsure about what to do next, was when we first met. It was Dr. Ira who coined the phrase “your thousand yard stare” to describe how I seemed to look through people instead of at them. He was the first person to tell me that he always knew when I was about to go off, because I would stop blinking, my eyes seemed to change color from blue to a cold steel grey, and I got very quiet. He said it was as if I was measuring the guy in front of me to make a move, any move, so I could go into action.

Dr. Ira entered my cell, and challenged me to tell him exactly what was going through my head at that very instant. When I hesitated, he said, “Come on Gunny, spit it out!“ I looked at him and said, “Well Doc, actually I’m sitting here measuring you for a body bag, and wondering if you‘ve got enough balls to let me out of this canvas sack you’ve got me wearing.” Dr. Ira seemed taken aback by my outburst, but quickly regained his composure and laughed at me. This pissed me off for some reason, and I cut loose with a series of expletive laden descriptions of his parentage, manhood and whatever else I could think of at the moment. After I stopped, he looked at me and said, “Are you done? Do you have any more you need to get out of your system before we get down to business here?” It was exactly the right thing to say, at exactly the right time. It just knocked the wind out of my sails and I fell silent.

Dr. Ira came into my cell and sat down beside me on the floor. He reached over and gently turned my face toward him and said, “Are you ready to talk about it now Gunny?” In a quiet voice I started to tell him what had happened to me the past couple of days, and the conflict I felt inside of me about waking up in the Brig. The idea that I might be spending a good portion of my young life in Portsmouth Prison was both frightening and exciting at the same time. When I told him about the forced sex I had had in the Brig while shackled, and the incredible arousal I experienced during it, he just nodded his head and said, “I understand Gunny. In a way it’s quite normal.” He went on to explain that we are all sexual animals, and that it is only our environment and peer pressure that dictates the gender preference for the outlet of our sexual needs. At this point I remember thinking, “Holy shit, this guy is something else!” Here I was confessing to not only having engaged in forced homosexual acts, but also that I was aroused by, and enjoyed, them as well.

I knew that Dr. Ira had long ago concluded that I, as well as a number of other guys in the unit, was gay. He told me that during one of our individual therapy sessions, and assured me that there was nothing in my SRB or medical chart about it. He said it was the logical and natural extension of the close bond that men form with each other, and even more so when they must rely on each other for their very survival. In short, he said that despite what I might hear to the contrary, what I had done was quite normal and that I needed to not only come to grips with my own sexuality, but also learn how to embrace it as an inescapable part of what made me uniquely me.

We chatted some more, and when it looked like he was getting ready to leave, I asked him how long I had to stay in this cell and restrained the way I was. He told me he was going to have me moved to another room, but that for the next few days I was going to be sedated and four-pointed to the bed. I asked him why, since I had clearly calmed down, but he told me there was another reason for what was going to happen. He said, “Gunny, not only do I want to make sure that you’re back on an even keel again, but I also need to come up with some plausible scenario to write this episode off as an attack of PTSD. You may not understand what I’m doing for you, but believe me when I tell you that this is the only way I can save your ass and your career for you. In another week or so I’ll sit down with the CO and see if I can get him to shelve the NJP. In the meantime, just enjoy the rest period and hope for the best.” With that, Dr. Ira left the cell, and I heard him give instructions to the Corpsman to move me to one of the side rooms, fully restrained to the bed, and that he was going to enter a medication order for me.

Part 7

A few minutes after Dr. Ira left me, two of the Corpsmen I knew from the unit came in and unlocked the restraints from my ankles. They gently lifted me to my feet and guided me down the passageway to one of the private rooms off the main ward. One of the Corpsmen, Charlie, asked me if I was going to give them a problem with the restraints, but I told them I was ready. They guided me over to the bed and told me to lie down on my stomach. They unbuckled the straight jacked and told me to turn over on my back. I did as I was told, and they removed the jacket completely. I asked them if I could use the head before they restrained me, but they told me it would be bed pans for the next few days. Charlie told me to lie down and they fastened a leather restraint to each of my ankles, and locked them. Next came a tether belt that was run from each ankle and locked to the railing on each side of the bed. This was followed by wrist restraints that were locked on and similarly tethered to the side rails. Finally, a wide leather strap was placed across my chest, under my arms, and tethered to each side of the railings as well. There wasn’t a hell of a lot of play in any of the restraints, and I was reconciled to the idea that this was how it was going to be for the next few days. Unfortunately, nobody gave the message to my cock, which was reacting to the restraints and becoming more and more engorged. Charlie took a look at my growing woody and just laughed and said to the other Corpsman, “Shit, we got another one here!” They put a pillow under my head, and draped a lightweight blanket over me, and left the room.

A few minutes later, Charlie came back into my room. He had a hypodermic needle in one hand, and a plastic bottle of juice in the other. He came over to my bed and put the needle down on the tray next to the bed, and put a straw in the bottle of juice and brought it to my lips. I sucked thirstily at the juice, since I couldn’t remember the last time I had had anything to drink, and my throat was dry and sore from all the yelling I’d been doing. When I finished the juice, Charlie took an aluminum bottle of some sorts, pulled the blanked back, and guided my cock into the wide neck opening. He said, “If you have to pee, now’s the time to do it. I’m getting ready to go off duty, and I don’t know when you’ll get another chance.” It took a few seconds for me to overcome the embarrassment, but I got over it and let loose with a fine stream.

When I was finished pissing in the bottle, Charlie carefully removed it, swabbed the head of my cock, and pulled the covers back over me. Then it was time for the needle. Charlie told me that it was an anti-psychotic, and would probably knock me out until the next morning. With that, he swabbed my upper arm with alcohol, gently pinched my skin, inserted the needle, and pushed the plunger. He removed the needle from my arm, swabbed the area once more, and left the room. I heard the lock being turned on the door, but that’s pretty much the last thing I remembered, before I drifted off to a deep and dreamless sleep.

The next few days passed in a kind of chemically induced blur. I remember waking up in the mornings, and having Charlie come into my room to bathe me, give me some sort of protein drink, let me relieve myself, and then shove yet another needle in my arm. He went about his business humming some tune I didn’t recognize, and was always very gentle with me. Charlie really seemed to give a damn that I was as comfortable as circumstances would allow, and I got to wondering if there was anything that could upset him. Finally, one morning he came into my room with another Corpsman, looked at me and said, “You ready to go back to the ward?” I hadn’t spent this much time in a chemically induced stupor since the last time I had been wounded and had to have some shrapnel removed from my thigh. I didn’t like it then, and wasn’t real fond of it now, so I excitedly told him that I was long past ready, and how come I wasn’t already there! He just laughed and he and the other Corpsman undid my restraints and helped me to sit up with my legs over the edge of the bed.

Charlie told me not to try and get up yet, since I hadn’t been out of bed for a few days and probably wouldn’t have the strength to stand. I didn’t listen, and pushed myself onto the floor. Sure enough, my legs went all wobbly on me and I hit the deck like a sack of rice and just lay there. They each grabbed an arm and got me back up on my feet and sat me down on the edge of the bed again. Charlie then left the room and came back with a wheelchair. They helped me to my feet again, and sat me in the chair. Charlie wheeled me out of the room, but instead of taking a left to go back toward the ward, he went down the right passageway to where the Doctors’ offices were. He stopped by Dr. Ira’s office and knocked on the door. Dr. Ira opened the door and told Charlie to wheel me in and leave us.

Dr. Ira came over and checked my pulse, respiration, and shined a light in my eyes to see how my pupils were responding to the light. Satisfied, he sat down behind his desk and said, “Well Gunny, you don’t seem any worse for the wear. How are you feeling today?” I told him I was 4-0, and just wanted to get back to my regular routine. He told me we had a few things to go over first. He pulled a sheet of paper out from a folder and handed it to me. It was a letter from the CO of the hospital officially dropping the charges against me, but instructing the staff of the unit that my liberty privileges were to be pulled for a period of not less than 60 days. Moreover, they were not to be restored until the unit team was satisfied that I had made sufficient progress to allow me to return to liberty status without risk to the community. All in all, it was a small price to pay, but I wondered what was meant by “sufficient progress” and I asked Dr. Ira to explain it.

He told me that sufficient progress to him meant that I was to be cooperative with the treatment program, participating in the group discussions, and being forthright in my individual sessions with him. Looking me straight in the eye, he said, “You know Gunny, you are at a crossroads in your life. I don’t want you to look back on this period some day and wonder what might have been. We really are here to help you readjust. For the past six years, you’ve either been in intense training to learn how to take a life, or actually doing it. From your records, I see that you have a confirmed body count of 12, with 5 more listed as probable. Nobody, but nobody, can come away from those kinds of experiences unscarred.” I looked at him with that passive look in my eyes that I get when people around me start talking about the war. It comes off as if I am disinterested or detached from it, but all the while I am thinking, “This asshole doesn’t even begin to understand what it’s really like to take another man’s life!” Dr. Ira looked at me and said, “There Gunny. There’s that look again that you get when we talk about the war. Tell me, right now, what it was like the first time you killed a man.”

I looked at him and said, “Doc, no matter how I try to explain it, I don’t think you, or anybody else who hasn’t dropped the hammer, can ever understand what it’s all about.” He just looked at me again and said, “Don’t sell me short Gunny. I’ve heard more bullshit and more war stories in this office than I can shake a stick at. Nothing you can tell me could possibly shock me. I’ve heard it all before from someone.” I laughed at him and said, “Well, Doc, when was the last time somebody told you they had an orgasm when they watched a man’s head blown to pieces from 800 yards away?” This actually shocked him, but he recovered quickly and said, “Tell me about it Gunny.”

I began by telling Dr. Ira that I had had only three great orgasms in my life, the kind that make you dizzy and breathless, and leave you weak for a few minutes. I told him the first one was when I sucked my first cock, and I went into some detail about my best friend, a fellow Marine, and the only man I truly loved and would gladly lay down my life for, my best bud Billy. I went on to explain how we met, and how what started as innocent experimentation led to a love affair that lasted these many years. I told him I really didn’t consider myself gay in the traditional sense, just that I loved sex with men generally and exclusively, and with Billy particularly. In all other ways, both Billy and I were 4-0 Marines, as much man as anyone could possibly want, or hope to have, guarding his 6 in either battle or in life.

My next great orgasm came on the day that Billy and I graduated from Boot Camp at Parris Island, and got to wear our Dress Blues for the first time as real Marines. I told him that when I saw Billy in his blues, and he handed me my set to put on, the sensation was just too great. As much as I tried to avoid it, my cock simply exploded, staining the front of my trousers, when I had zipped them up for the first time. I told Dr. Ira I couldn’t really explain it any better. It was like a rite of passage of some sort. That Billy and I had passed through some difficult test of manhood, unscathed, and that we were somehow bound together from that moment on, and that neither time nor distance would ever diminish what we had, because we were more together than we could ever be separately. I think Dr. Ira understood this part of my narrative, because his eyes softened and I thought I saw a tear trying to escape from one of them. Ours was a true love story, an unconventional one to be sure, but nevertheless a story as passionate as any that one could find in even the best written novels.

Part 8

Finally, I came to that part of the story that is always the most difficult to tell to someone who has not been down that road themselves. I had been selected for advanced sniper training based solely on my performance during firearms training in Boot Camp. Being from New York, I had never fired a weapon before that first day, but I seemed to have an uncanny ability to put three rounds in a very tight grouping at 300 yards. My DI recognized my raw marksmanship skills immediately, and soon was lying down next to me on the range. He asked me how long I’d been shooting, and didn’t believe me when I replied that I had never fired a weapon before in my life.

My DI took the M14 rifle from me and made a couple of adjustments to the sight and windage setting, and gave it back to me. I zeroed in on the target down range and squeezed off three more rounds that went dead center and were so closely grouped that you could cover them with a quarter. This apparently impressed my DI to the point that he left me there to fire off the rest of my magazine. When I finished off, instead of returning to the rear area to clean my weapon, my DI instructed me to remain where I was. He had a new target placed on the frame, handed me a fresh magazine, and instructed me to take my time and fire off all 20 rounds in single shot.

I got all 20 rounds in or very near the center of the target. This was enough to convince him that I was a natural at it, and for the next three days I must have fired more than a 1,000 rounds at targets from different ranges, all with the same result. I knew that I had accomplished something that few boots ever get to do. I had impressed my DI. At the same time, my newfound skill on the range also gave me a confidence in myself I had been lacking, and I became a much better Marine for it. By the time we graduated, I had become first a squad leader, and later the Honor Man of my platoon.

After graduating from Boot Camp, Billy and I went on to ITR at Camp Lejeune, still in the same company, and got to spend more time with each other than we had before. The two weeks leave we had before reporting were spent in a hotel in Augusta, GA. We partied each night and made mad passionate love to each other, trying I guess to make up for the months we had spent in Boot Camp where we could barely manage a stolen moment together. We were bonded for life, but as with all such love stories, there comes a time of parting.

Billy and I were separated after ITR. I had been assigned to MCSC Quantico for sniper training, while Billy was off to the West Coast for further transfer to Nam. He had a few days leave, and went with me to Quantico, where we spent a few last days together before I had to report in, and Billy had to catch his plane to San Diego. It was the last I was to see of him for four long years.

After graduating from sniper school, it was off for Recon Training, followed by advanced sniper training, and a host of interviews, evaluations, medical tests, and still more training. For the next two years I was training in some of the worst, most desolate places on earth, honing my skills at camouflage, sniping, escape and evasion techniques, and God only knows what else they threw at me. I guess I made it through to the final cut, because in January 1967 I got TAD orders to Nam where I was to report to the Special Operations Group for the Military Assistance Command, Vietnam, also known by the acronym SOG, MAC-V. I flew into Ton Son Nhut airbase, landing at night, and disembarked from the aircraft to be met by a civilian in a Jeep who had my picture. He had me stow my gear in the back, and it was off to a secluded area of the base where we entered a well guarded, barb wired compound filled with Quonset huts. I was given a bedroll and led over to a hut with only a few beds inside, but had its own refrigerator that was stocked with all different brands of beer.

That first night I was alone in the hut, but despite drinking way too much beer, I couldn’t fall asleep right away. In the back of my head was this idea that I was finally in theater, and this was the real thing. No more training. No more paper targets or silhouettes. This was it. I guess I finally dozed off for awhile, because the next thing I knew my rack was being kicked by somebody who was saying, “Rise and shine boy. We got us a mission today.” I opened my eyes to see this wild eyed asshole at the foot of my rack. He was wearing camouflage utilities and a floppy hat, and had a bandolier of ammo across his shoulder and an M14 rifle with a scope in his arms. I finally got my feet on the floor, and asked this guy who the fuck he was. He introduced himself as, “Roy, just Roy, from Nashville.” I started to introduce myself, but he stopped me in mid sentence to tell me he didn’t give a shit who I was, and was only interested in whether or not I could cover his ass. I told him that I guess he’s find out one way or the other, and this seemed to please him. He said, “Well you ain’t like some of the other assholes they’ve sent here, thinking they knew everything and were the greatest thing since sliced bread. You might do after all.”

Roy and I left the hut and went over to the supply hut, where I was issued my own set of cammies, a floppy cover, a rifle with scope, and a few other odds and ends. I checked the action on the rifle and sighted in the scope on the far wall to check out the optics. This, too, seemed to please Roy, and he told me to hurry up and get changed because we had a chopper to catch to get us up country. A few minutes later we left and got in a Jeep and headed back to Ton Son Nhut. When we got there, we went to one of the far corners of the field where there was a chopper warming up. We got aboard and were airborne in a matter of minutes, flying low and fast up river for about thirty minutes. It finally set down in an open field, and no sooner had Roy and I disembarked than it was off again flying back South.

Roy had the map coordinates and the compass, and led us from one point to another, each time checking off something in a notebook he had with him. Finally, we arrived in a hilly area, and Roy went silent and motioned me down next to him. Through the overgrown vegetation I could see a village about 750 yards away from us, and Roy looked at me and said, “This is it kid. The guy we’re after is due here this afternoon. Pick your firing position and zero in on that center hut. That’s where the Headman lives, and the guy we’ve come to take out will be meeting him there.” Suddenly it all became real to me. This was it. I was going to take out my first target. I was concerned that I might choke and blow the mission, but realized that was why Roy was there. If I couldn’t drop the hammer, he was going to do it. This was my final exam. I would either pass and become a qualified sniper, or fail miserably and be returned to the ground forces, all my training wasted and my career ruined.

For the next couple of hours, Roy and I busied ourselves finding firing positions and egress routes. We had no idea just who this guy was, only that he had somehow made it on to the list and was to be taken out. They made a point of never giving us much information about our targets, just what we needed to know operationally to get the job done. If we knew too much about them, it might make them seem more human and harder to hit. Also, in case we were ever captured, not having any information could actually save our own lives.

Finally, late in the afternoon we heard a vehicle in the distance. It drove into the village and, sure enough, our target got out of the truck and went into the Headman’s hut. He was only in there a few minutes before he came out and began talking to the villagers. I took careful aim and, without any hesitation, I squeezed off a round and everything seemed to slow down. It was as if I could actually see the round as it spiraled toward the target. I know it’s impossible, but I swear that I saw it enter his open mouth and his head literally exploded in hundreds of pieces of brain matter and bone and a pinkish spray of blood. As soon as I saw what I had done, I had this sensation of power that came over me. My cock got hard and I shot a load in my trousers. At this point, Roy lowered his own weapon, turned to me and said, “Nice shot boy, but now it’s time to get out of Dodge! They’ll be on our asses in a few minutes.”

The next couple of hours were a blur. Roy and I were making our way as fast as we could out of the area, knowing that if we slowed down at all, we would very likely be taking a long dirt nap. Somehow we made it back to our rendezvous point, and in a few minutes the chopper came in fast and low. The pilot just hovered a few inches off the ground as Roy and I scrambled aboard, and we were up and away in less than a couple of minutes. There was some sporadic ground fire from below, but nothing hit us, and we made it back to base in one piece.

All this time, Roy had been watching me closely, and his eyes kept straying to the front of my trousers where my dried cum and formed an obvious stain. When we got off the chopper and back in the Jeep, Roy got behind the wheel and we were off to the compound. He didn’t say a word until we got back to the hut. He reached into the refrigerator, pulled out a couple of beers and handed one to me. He then said, “You know boy, I’ve been doing this shit for longer than I care to remember. You’re the first one I ever saw who not only took the shot without any hesitation, but it also seems like you enjoyed doing it.” I looked at him sheepishly and told him that I really couldn’t explain it, but that the sensation of power was just too overwhelming. He said, “Hell, boy, I’ve seen them not take the shot, totally miss the target, or take the shot and get so sick at what they’ve done they ain’t any good anymore. I may never have seen what happened to you today, but you’ll do nicely.” He then reached out his hand and shook mine, and said, “Welcome to the war boy!”

When I finished my narrative, I looked up at Dr. Ira, and noticed that he had a strange look on his face. It was as if I had taken him to a place that he had never been before, and didn’t quite know if he liked what he saw, or wanted to be there. Whatever it was, the moment passed quickly, and Dr. Ira came out from behind his desk and took a chair directly in front of me. He reached out his hand and put it gently on my knee and said, “Okay Gunny, what are you feeling right now, this very instant?” I couldn’t explain it to him. Somehow I felt confused and relieved at the same time. I was confused because I couldn’t figure out why I had taken him on such a tour of my mind, and relieved because I had done so. I guess I also felt relief at finally being able to tell someone what I had been through, but afraid that he wouldn’t understand, that nobody could understand, and that I and those like me would be forever branded as some sort of freaks.

The End of the Beginning

Metalbond would like to thank the author Tommy Guns for “Brig Story,” which he tells me is 99.9% TRUE!  

“I can assure you that BDSM was, and likely still is, alive and well in the Corps, particularly in the confinement facilities,” Tommy told me in an email. “[Brig Story] was really written as an introduction to the much longer story about my relationship with my best bud Billy, and my exposure to the world of leather and some really serious bondage and slavery.”

To get in touch with the Tommy, you may send him an email at 1gaymarine@gmail.com.

By Boyinacage

Part 9 – The morning after

My legs were still bound spread when I woke up. My chest was covered in wax. All I could smell was stale piss. My balls hurt like hell and my arse could feel something stretching it. For once I was hooded without a gag – probably a safety thing. I tried to stretch my legs but all that achieved was lifting my body and for some unknown reason stretched my balls. A vague recollection of them being chained to the floor flitted across my mind. Another vague memory surfaced, a half kilo metal butt plug being inserted. It had taken two guys a long time to stretch me to take it. It was still obviously there, although the guys who inserted it were gone.

The silence was scary. How long would I be stuck here? How long had I slept? Where was everybody? Had they gone back to Sydney and left me here? My guess was that the party went quite late and that there would be a few hangovers this morning. The upside of course was that for over 48 hours this was the first time I wasn’t being humiliated, battered, fucked or pissed on. I luxuriated in the silence.

In fact I must have drifted off to sleep – I was that exhausted. A door banging woke me. As I drifted into consciousness I could hear boots walking across the concrete floor. They paused. Silence. Then a pain shot through my balls. “Morning boy, how are they hanging?” The question was obviously not for answering as he broke up with laughter. It was alpha and he had just given my stretched balls an almighty whack with the back of his hand. I heard the boots pace deliberately to the wooden steps and ascend them.

It was then that I learnt it wasn’t a hood but another of those gas masks that I was wearing. It turned out that the gas mask was sealed completely across my face and that all my breathing had been through some short tubing. As the piss started to flow I realised that there was no way to breathe without drinking because my nose was inside the seal. Struggling to not drown, but to drink, I heard alpha laugh “oh boy, nothing like taking that first morning piss”. Turns out that alpha was the first by about an hour and the when the other guys woke up their first port of call was yours truly.

At some time during the morning the steel butt plug was removed. Several of the guys (obviously from the winning team) had a go at fucking me. Truth be told I probably wasn’t a good fuck any more. My famously tight arse wasn’t having its sides touched any more. I began to crave something larger to stimulate me. I was still soft, was that normal? For me, no.

Later that day, mid-afternoon, I was released. Well, I use that in the loosest terms. I was allowed to stretch my limbs before having my arms cuffed behind me. Food was offered – from a dog bowl but with fresh water for a change – which is difficult when your arms are cuffed behind you. Ended up having to lie on my stomach and eat what appealingly looked like dog food straight from the tin – I swear I ended up with more on my face than in my mouth. From there it was a walk to the outhouse and an enema to clean me out. Again, I don’t know about you but sometimes when I’ve been stretched and plugged I’m unable to use my rear end for its original purpose.

Once done it was back out to the shed for a good hose down.  Tied spread-eagled between two poles I was scrubbed from head to foot – there was no wax left at the end of that clean! Then the ultimate humiliation – a total shave from the neck down. First the electric clippers and then a complete lather up. It was a tough job for them as I screamed my lungs out. Never had I been hairless before – that was for the scene queens and the Nancy boys. Real men have chest hair, hair on their arse and balls – and god damn it I was a real man, wasn’t I? I was somehow beginning to doubt it. Several times I was given a flogging on my arse to quieten me down. Ultimately, however, I was as smooth as a baby’s bottom from neck to the tips of my toes, fingers and cock. No sun-bathing at Obelisk Beach – my favourite harbour nude, mostly gay, beach for the foreseeable future.

Once completed an electric collar was put on me, obviously to regain my cooperation. This was followed by a head to toe application of pujr bodyglide, a silicon lubricant. I was then released and directed to put on the most amazing rubber suit I have ever seen. Sliding into the legs I discovered that the feet actually had toes in them. The legs were tight but flattering with rough, tough, padding at the knees.

The trickiest part on putting on shoulder entry catsuit is getting the suit over the arse and sitting comfortably. This was made more difficult because it had a very small inbuilt cockring that I needed to get my cock and balls through. The balls had to end up in a small rubber sack whilst my cock had to be forced into a rubber sheath. One of the biggest difficulties that I have with these sorts of set ups is the same one I have with chastity devices – my tendency to start getting a hard on at the point where being flaccid would be more useful. The more that I try to shrink the more I grow, and this sheath wasn’t designed for somebody who expanded as much as I do.

The second interesting conundrum was that this suit came with an inbuilt anal condom and if it wasn’t for some rough help from alpha I don’t think I would have got it positioned properly. Once in alpha inserted a butt plug dog tail. And once the accoutrements were fully in position, the suit also had a second layer that zipped up over it, with special clips to keep the tail in position.

My arms slid down into built in ball mitts that forced my fingers to form a fist, which essentially meant that at that point I could no longer complete putting on the suit myself. Alpha then diligently zipped up the shoulder zips. Reinforced small holes, no more than half a centimetre in diameter, were positioned for my nipples and alpha used my nipple rings to painfully pull them through. Two small disks of rubber, one side covered in Velcro, were then snapped into position over them – not with the standard press studs, but with the Velcro.

To top the whole thing off was the hood, which was an integral part of the suit. It was first zipped, and then laced (and remember I was still wearing an electric remote control collar under the suit). The mouth was a bit like the anal condom but firmer and open ended, intruding about two inches into my mouth making it impossible to talk and holding my tongue firmly (but not harshly) into place. Two tubes were then positioned into my nostrils and curled via clips to the back of my head.  The first sets of clips were next to protruding, heavily tinted, lenses. From the outside these looked a bit odd but from the inside they were even more bizarre as they allowed me to see out sideways in much the same way as birds do. The deep tint only allowed me to see outlines rather than actual figures – making everything look like a kind of eerie 2-dimensional shadow world. The hood was then locked into place with a three pillar lock that brought a strap around the neck, the shoulder zips and the hood zip through a single lock.

Just above the ankles were some rubber belt loops that enabled some firm metal cuffs to be placed over the rubber without the chance of ripping it. The same were applied at the thighs, biceps, wrists and balls (not like a cockring but above the ball sack like a ball stretcher). All these points were then locked together – ankles to the back of the thighs, side of the thighs to the balls, wrists to the balls, front of the thighs to the biceps. Indeed I was forced into a position on my hands and knees.

Once done, a leash was attached and I was led out to the swimming pool. The guys were relaxing by the pool and barely paid any attention as I was made to climb onto a sun lounge. After about an hour one of the guys went for a swim, climbed out, wandered over, stuck his cock in my mouth a relieved himself.  A little later somebody else decided to mouth fuck me.

As the afternoon progressed various guys made use of me in various ways – not with any real interest in me but in the more humiliating way of “oh, if it’s there and I need it, it’ll do” sort of way. However, as the afternoon moved into twilight a new game eventuated. Somebody came up behind me and pushed me off the lounge. As I regained my hands and knees I became like a soccer ball with different people prodding me with their feet or slapping me with their hands. A slap on the arse would force me in one direction and a push on the shoulders in another.

This sort of sport was exhausting, particularly with the verbal bullying that went with it. On top of that the Velcro over the nipples rubbed like sand paper and my balls pulled in all directions from the chains attaching them to my various appendages. When they tired of the game I was shackled into a position and left as they went in for dinner.

To be continued …