I had been experimenting with chastity for years. I had tried numerous cock cages, but never found a key holder to keep me locked-up. I had been able to keep myself locked-up for weeks and, in one case, several months. But, in the end, I had access to the key and could always release myself. I was usually able to make it to the time limit that I set for myself but, occasionally, I cheated and released myself when it began to get uncomfortable (or when I was too horny to make it any longer.)
For the lock-up that lasted several months I had to lock the keys in a safe deposit box at a branch bank which was a few counties away. Although I could have driven out there to get the key, it was far enough out of reach to allow me to hit my target of 4 months. After that it was much easier to remain locked-up for longer periods of time, and I found that my cock was locked-up more often than not – even though I released myself from time to time to jack off.
I said that I was never able to find a key holder. That is true, but only in the strictest sense, as I never pursued it with enthusiasm. I couldn’t ask any of my friends – they were all more vanilla than an ice cream cone – and I was too afraid to trust a total stranger with the only key to my dick’s freedom. Over time the idea of actually having someone else in charge of my cock was all I could think of. I had to keep myself locked-up to prevent the almost constant hard-on that I had just considering the idea and that just made me want it more.
I began to search out more chastity sites on-line. I had already found numerous sites that had pics, stories, or where guys shared their experiences; but I hadn’t found one that had a decent forum for connecting potential key holders with guys who wanted to be kept cock-locked. I found my way back to a site that I had ignored for a quite a while. It was a mix of fantasy stories, numerous pics of guys and their chastity devices, reviews of those devices, and what I always thought was a pretty lame forum. It had a clunky interface and there were very few discussions. Those discussions were from guys that were pretending to have been locked up for years – and they were begging for their supposed key holder for release. There was very little back and forth, but there was one username that kept popping up in response to most of those “long term” lock-ups.
The username was an email address and I began to wonder if it was really an actual email. Begme @ lectronics.com was the username. His replies to the guy’s postings were usually harsh. And the more I read the more I began to admire the guy. If he was for real, he was a serious hard-ass and let the posters know that they were screwed for locking themselves up. His common warning was to stop asking for release or expect to never see or feel your cock again. Usually the guy that had been begging for release stopped posting after that – at least for some time. Several did not, however, and responses to their posts from this guy stopped. After that, those guy’s posts became more and more pathetic – embarrassing really. The more that I read, however, the more exciting it all became. It would be awesome if any of the discussion was actually real, but just the fantasy of the back and forth was great in and of itself. I began to wonder why I never considered this site to be a turn-on before. I also started to wonder if that that guy really was the hard-ass key holder that everyone was pretending and if he would be interested in adding another cock-lock to his list. Even if it was just a bunch of fantasy comments, it was still hot as hell.
No other way to find out for sure but to send an email – which I did. It didn’t immediately bounce back, so I assumed it was a real address. He didn’t respond right away, but after a few days I received a pretty interesting note from him. It was written in short, staccato sentences that cut right to the heart of the matter. Yes, he was a willing key holder. Yes, he was always interested in keeping new guys locked-up. Yes, he had a lot of experience. Yes, he was a believer in keeping a guy locked for the full amount of agreed-upon time; no early release, ever.
We emailed back and forth for almost two weeks. He was candid and answered a lot of my questions about chastity in general and having a key holder in specific. We hit it off pretty quickly and I really felt that I could trust him. I told him I was interested in having him be a key holder for me and expanding my limits.
I did ask him questions about the comments on the discussion forum several times. But he never commented on my questions about the pathetic comments from guys that he supposedly had locked -up. He only said that a lock-up was between him and the guy cock-locked at the time. He kept everything private and could be trusted to the fullest extent.
If I was interested in pursuing an arrangement with him I was to email him back my personal stats, my experience(s), name and contact information. I had 8 hours to respond to his email or he would assume that I wasn’t interested and there would be no further contact – ever.
So there I sat listing the cock cages that I have played with; the amount of time that I had locked myself up for; cock-ring diameter from my most secure device; how long and wide my dick was limp; my height, weight, eye and hair color; waist size; inseam; neck size; type of computer and cell phone; and on and on. I hesitated as I typed in my real name and address information. Why would I send that to a complete stranger who could very well be a crook or complete weirdo who might end up stalking me for the rest of my life? I skimmed back over his emails and went back to the discussion forum on the site and re-read some of his replies. My dick struggled to get hard within the cock cage that I was wearing – as it had done every time I thought about this, unknown guy. And in the end, my cock won the day. I hit “send” before I could stop myself. As soon as the message hit my “sent” folder I regretted sending all of that information. As I sat there thinking about it I couldn’t fathom why I had just done that. I had let the little brain do the thinking. All I could do now, however, was wait.
And wait I did. I was expecting a reply back that he had received my email, but didn’t. I thought he would email me the next day. He didn’t. After three days I began to worry that I had made a terrible mistake. After a week I wondered if he hadn’t received the email at all. I thought about resending it, but my brain overrode my cock; I had made a mistake in sending all that personal information to a complete stranger and if he hadn’t received it, I certainly wasn’t going to send it again. After three weeks I began to forget about it all together.
That is, until the package arrived. I was surprised when the UPS driver rang the bell to my apartment, as I wasn’t expecting anything, nor did I recognize the return address. Thinking that it was an eBay purchase that I forgot about, I was stunned when I actually opened the box and dumped out the contents. There were two smaller boxes inside along with a sealed envelope clearly indicating that I was only to open the boxes after reading the instructions inside. I opened the envelope and scanned to the bottom of the page quickly, it was signed very simply, “begme.” Whatever was in the boxes was from the guy that I had trusted with way too much information.
The instructions were clear. The boxes contained a chastity cage that only he had the keys to. If I wanted to get locked-up and lose all control over my dick, this was my chance to do it for real. There was no fantasy element here, this would be the real deal and there would be no release until the agreed upon time – no matter what.
Since he would be tracking the package, he would know that it had already arrived and I was to log in that same night at 9:00 pm for a webcam chat. The portal address and password were included. Once I was logged on, he would have access to the webcam on my laptop and would tell me what to do next. If I had already lost my nerve or changed my mind, I was to send him an email and return everything to him – leaving the interior boxes unopened. That thought crossed my mind for about 3 seconds before I realized that I was too excited. I would have an actual key holder and a new cock cage to try out, too! I wanted to open the boxes immediately and see what was in store for me, but I assumed that he would call it off if he knew that they had been opened.
I readied myself for the chat. I was nervous, but very excited, as well. I had taken off the cock cage that I had been wearing as soon as I finished reading his instruction earlier in the day. He had instructed me to jack off, shave all the pubic and surrounding hair, and appear on camera naked for him. I had been sitting at the computer for what seemed like hours just waiting for 9:00 pm to arrive. My heart was racing as I logged in and entered the password. The interface was pretty slick and in a few seconds I was looking at myself in a window on the screen. My webcam was active and under his control. His voice was firm, deep, and I instinctually responded to his commands. I was so eager to get my dick locked-up under someone else’s control, that I did exactly what he told me to without hesitation or even a second thought. I was finally going to be able to live my fantasy!
The connection was one way only. I wouldn’t see his face or know anything more about him than I already did (which was next to nothing.) He gave me one last chance to back out – once the new cock-lock was in place the deal was done and it would run its course – no exceptions. He told me that he would be downloading some software onto my computer that would make it easier for him; nothing to worry about.
Then he had me open the larger of the two boxes and set the contents on the desk in full view of the camera. I was amazed as I pulled the contents from the box. Once I had the parts on the desk I was able to examine them in a little more detail. The thing that struck me first was the ring that would enclose my balls and lock the penis tube in place. It was heavier and thicker than any that I had used before. It was mostly translucent plastic with several small metal sections. At the bottom there was what looked like a mini-USB connector, and I could just make out electronics inside the ring through the hazy plastic. The penis tube had small slots along the sides and one small hole in the end. It too was plastic, but solid black – once my dick was inside I wouldn’t be able to see it. The three posts that would connect the tube to the ring were molded onto the tube itself and had small metal contacts on the exposed ends. There were three recessed holes on the ring that would accept those posts, but I couldn’t see a lock. Maybe he forgot to send it? The whole thing looked amazing and my dick was throbbing just looking at it.
The device that looks like a USB memory stick needs to be plugged into any USB port on your laptop – do it now.
I hadn’t even noticed it in the box, but I grabbed it and plugged it in. The laptop recognized that it had been plugged in and started the process of installing software for it.
That device is a transceiver. I’m installing software for it now. I will explain its purpose in detail later. But right now it is time to get you locked up.
Stand up and pull your balls through the ring. If you’re dick is too hard to continue, go get some ice and get rid of your hard-on. We need to get your dick put away now. The sooner the better.
Of course, I had to get ice. My dick was so hard I was afraid it would never go soft. I got the ring in place behind my balls and was finally able to get the penis tube partially pulled on.
Align the posts on the tube with the recesses on the ring. Once they make connection the device will lock in place. As you already noticed the device is electronic and the three posts are secured electromagnetically to the ring. The device can only be unlocked with a code that I will send when I am ready to release you.
With a little yank, I was able to get my dick fully into the tube and the three connector pins made contact with the ring. There was an audible “snick” as they did so. The device was locked on. My heart stopped for a beat when I realized what I had just done. There were no visible locks. There were no keys. Electronics fail all the time. What if this thing didn’t work right – how was I going to get it off? What if he never sent me the code? What if there was no code? What…..
I am sure that right now you are asking yourself a hundred questions – the main one being, how will I get this thing off? Well, the simple answer is you won’t. Not without me, anyway.
The device is something that I have perfected over the years by experimenting with numerous guys like you. Each version is a little more sophisticated and a little bit more exciting for me – oh, don’t worry, it’ll be exciting for you, too!
I have the great fortune to work in a development lab and I have access to the latest and greatest materials and electronics. I have been able to let my imagination run wild in my free time and use the facilities at the lab to bring my ideas to life.
The device that you just locked on is, I think, the ultimate. You and I will have a lot of fun exploring the device’s potential – and yours, as well.
Now, the simple facts; the plastic used in that device is a composite made for the space program. It is easily molded but once it sets it is harder than most metals. It can be cut, but not without some pretty high-tech tools – none of which you want that close to your cock and balls. So, for all practical purposes, it is locked on to stay – until, that is, I send the code.
That is where the transceiver comes into play. It will allow me to send signals to and receive signals back from the device. From now on that transceiver needs to be plugged into your laptop at all times. If it is removed without my direct instruction you will be very sorry.
As he said that I began to feel a tingling around my balls. It was coming from the cock ring and it was growing stronger. It soon went from a minor irritation to painful and I dropped to my knees as it grew in intensity. I was about to cry out when it suddenly stopped.
That is another feature of the device. Let’s call it electro-stimulation. The shock that you just received is such a minor fraction of what the device is capable of as to be almost inconsequential. Yet, it caused enough pain to drop you to your knees.
If the transceiver is unplugged from your laptop, or is unpowered for any reason, the device will immediately ramp to the highest potential. The pain will be truly unbearable and it will do permanent damage to your cock and balls and there may be some scarring from the electrical burns. I strongly suggest that you not risk it – do not remove the transceiver and make sure that your laptop is charged. It is OK if it is put into sleep mode, but it cannot be shut off – ever. Should an issue arise with the computer, I will have a work-around for you. The software that I installed will run diagnostics regularly. The last thing that we want is to harm you when you personally did nothing wrong.
Again I felt the tingling and this time it grew in intensity much faster. I was glad that I was already on my knees as the pain become such that I slid onto my side and started to curl up into a fetal position. Tears were streaming down my eyes and I was crying out in pain before it stopped. The pain was significantly worse than the first time. If he was telling the truth that this was only a fraction of what it could do, I knew I wouldn’t be able to stand it.
That is just another taste so that you don’t think that I am exaggerating in any way.
Of course, there is more. The range on the transceiver is about 60 or 75 feet. You live in an apartment so that is more than enough distance. As you start to near the edge of that range you will feel the small tingling sensation from the device. If you continue to move out of range it will ramp to full potential with the same result as I have already described.
My head was spinning as I listened to him. I had barely caught my breath from the shocks and now he was explaining that I was going to be trapped in my apartment unless I carried my laptop everywhere that I went? I couldn’t believe any of this.
Now, get up and open the second box and take out the cell phone and cable inside. You must be thinking that you won’t be able to go anywhere without your laptop. That phone is set-up to act as a secondary transceiver so that you can move about freely as long as you have that phone with you. Your other number has already been ported to this phone so you can toss the phone you have. As I am sure you have already figured out, I had you give me all of your details for a reason.
You can get up to about 15 feet from the phone. Just don’t lose it somewhere when you are away from your laptop and you better be sure no one grabs it from you. This will be the failsafe for you – if you are close to the phone and the computer fails or vice versa – the device will not ramp up. The device and the software will send me status updates and I’ll run a diagnostic on it every once and a while, as well.
One last little detail on the mechanics of things; that cable is used to charge the device itself. It plugs into the little connector on the bottom of the cock ring and into any USB port. It takes very little to charge it and it will hold a charge for several days – unless the electro-stim has been used. The device will send a signal to both your phone and the laptop when it needs to be charged. It will warn you about 2 hours ahead of time, so you have a chance to get it plugged in. The software will always give you a reading on the current level of charge, so you can plan accordingly.
If you do not plug the device in within the allotted window, it will begin to tingle and will ramp up to full potential rather quickly with the same undesirable results. The device will always have enough charge left to ramp to that potential before discharging, so do not think that you will ever be able to just let it wear down. If you do not recharge it you will pay the price long before it runs out of juice.
All of this is listed in an email that I sent you a few moments ago, as it is all a little hard to grasp at first. You can also ask me any questions about what needs to be done to avoid any unpleasantness. I will answer any question once. Do not ask the same question a second time. I have very little patience and you will also find that the device can be used as punishment at time I chose.
I cringed. I was expecting another shock, but it didn’t come. I sat back down in my desk chair and looked at the phone for the first time. It looked like a standard iPhone. There was, however, an app running called “beg me;” an app that I would never be able to discontinue or remove.
Now for the fun part! Some rules on how this little game is going to work.
You wanted someone to control your cock and I will. But I will also be able to control your entire life if I desire. From now on I will be monitoring every move you make. Isn’t the GPS feature on those new phones a wonderful thing? I’ll know where you are every minute of every day. I will have access to your work and personal calendars so I can tell when you have legitimate meetings, work, or other important obligations. If I were you, I would keep it current for me.
I understand that you have to make a living and I will not interfere with that. But your free time is another thing. You may want to go out with friends for dinner or catch a movie or maybe go on vacation. That, however, will only happen if I allow it. If I want you to be in your apartment for the evening, you will be there. If I want you to ride the bus from one end of town to the other all night then that’s exactly what you will do.
In fact, you will do whatever I ask you to do. The penalty for disobeying is to experience the pain that the device that you just locked on yourself can inflict. I will not hesitate to inflict that pain if you are in public.
Oh, don’t worry too much. I wouldn’t make you do anything illegal and there will be times when I won’t be in contact with you at all – consider that your freedom time.
Then there will be times when I really want to play with my new cock-locked friend. You get the thrill of being cock-locked with no escape and I get the thrill of having absolute control over you. A win-win in my book!
I’ll sign off for now and let all of this sink in. Do not contact me for at least 24 hours. You may then ask me any questions regarding our new arrangement – except for how long you will remain locked-up.
That, my friend, is something you should have thought to discuss with me before you locked yourself up in that device. Now the length of your confinement in that device is entirely up to me!
Remember when you asked me about those pathetic postings from those other guys who I have locked-up? None of them set a time limit on their lock-ups either. Now they all beg for release. You’ll be just like them soon enough………